Monday, September 01, 2008

刺客聯盟,Wanted。

我非常非常喜歡。
喜歡裘莉,喜歡這導演,喜歡這部片。

它是歡樂的,有誇張到不行的劇情,有飛車有追逐,有會轉彎的子彈,有賞心悅目曇花一現裘莉裸露的背部。有她迷死人不償命的美麗微笑,有摩根自由人先生低沉好聽的嗓音罵粗話。

一開始,男主角衛斯里一臉苦悶的生活,臉上大大的寫著三個字叫不快樂,他常心悸,他覺得自己無能無用,他討厭他的生活可是他一直這麼生活。
他不知道他自己是誰,他google自己,想看看在無奇不有的浩瀚網路世界裡,他的定位在哪裡。

沒有。
一個結果都沒有。

他除了這個不高不帥的肉身軀體,除了知道自己名喚衛斯里,除了把一切不爽難過窩囊往心裡擠之外,他找不到其它一點點生命的意義。他甚至不明白為什麼會被自己的父親拋棄。
他依賴抗焦慮劑,他被明明自卑到極點的討厭女上司欺壓到不行,他還要掏錢買保險套給同事好友搞自己的女人。
他什麼都知道,事事都不爽,可是他只有心底無盡的吶喊,他瞧不起自己的接受了這一切。

直到有個人在大都會大樓頂被暗殺,直到刺客聯盟找上他。
直到裘莉告訴他那是他消失多年的爸爸。
直到他使出所有力氣用電腦鍵盤為他發出無語卻強有力的,FUCK YOU。
附帶著好友的一顆牙,以及眾人的驚呼。
直到他在猛然之間發現自己竟然真的能開槍打斷蒼蠅的翅膀。

瞬間明白身體苦痛不是來自於體弱,原來壓抑自己與生俱來的天份所產生的抗拒力量竟然是苦惱自己而藥石罔效的最主要原因。

原來與眾不同是這麼辛苦。
原來否定自己會如此痛苦。

不停不斷的,他挨打。
次次見血,拳拳到位。受傷,再療癒;復原,繼續受傷;愈發能夠忍受痛苦,更加知道如何反擊,終於,他知道自己是誰。

我們不也是在生活過程當中,重複這樣的戲碼。
之所以能夠越來越剛強勇敢,都要感謝一直以來身上大大小小的傷。
流再多血的傷口總是會有結痂的一天,沒有什麼痛過不去,死不了的,就代表總有一天會好。
自己的神奇蠟池只有自己才懂。

火狐裘莉對於他的質疑說了一個小女孩的故事。
那樣的故事讓長大後的小女孩有一個堅定的信念,因為是真切的發生,用自己的肉體與心所感受到的,於是她相信命運織布機所告知的名字。她沒有告訴他這是對是錯,她只說了她相信。
當初火燙的鐵不只把疤烙在身上,也把信仰烙在了心上。

我們都曾也都會也可能正在相信著什麼。
一個信仰,一件事,一個人。
只是那樣單純的相信著,不管旁邊的人有什麼聲音、這個世界是什麼標準;我們不被憾動,就不會無措。可是我們以為相信著的那件事、那個人,常常無法把一個印記準確又堅定的烙在我們心上。
連相信都不太會了。

火狐的任務是在訓練衛斯里,幫他找到他自己,她很成功的讓他進步茁壯,就連到了最後在工廠的決鬥,她也只做了自己認為該做的事,把最後的決定留給他自己。她遵照了命運織布機的指示,用完美的子彈轉彎,一個一個穿過那些名字的腦袋,最後,包括她自己。

殺一個,拯救千人。

她從來沒有懷疑。

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